Well my friends I been out in this few days from DA as well from 2draw........
Unfortunately right now I'm in pain from my heart, today I have suffered the lost of one of my babies, as he was one of the oldest from the three of them all........
My baby was 7years old, but in real life he was about to be 7 in this 25 of December...........
In this monday wille I was at work it was at 1:00 pm when then my mother called me that she saw my baby bein in pain, vomiting, and laying in the grouind like he was declairing dead in that moment....
I got scared and worried for him, but then my mom told me to not to worry for she was going to give him medicine and try to see what was wrong with him.........
Few minutes later I called back home to see how was the situation of my baby and my mom told me that he was better and that he was laying calm in the sun...
Igot calm for the great news of him, but before I got out of work I told one of my co workers that I neaded to go fast to my house to see how was my baby doing and to stay all of the rest of the day with him and to enjoy all of my day of taking care of him.........
My co worker asked me what was wrong with my baby and I told her that he was sick and that he just haded the flu and vomiting, and with a sad face and shaking her head of disapointment she told me that he was going to die.........
I got scare at the same time depress, she told me that he might of have got a virus that is lurking all around the area that is killing the dogs with vomiting and diarrea.......
I didn't wanet to lissen more to her but my other co worker told me to not to worry it might just be a small flu...........
Later on when I got at home I managed to give him medissine and tuck him up to cover him from the cold, in all that night I work on making him a sweather just for him for the upcoming nights of cold........
The next day I got my day off, right now I been getting my day off on Tueasday, so I took advantage of that day to take care of him and the rest of my two other babies, my baby was really sick, my mom helped me to take care of him very well in that day, I told my mother that he looked so adorable with the sweather I made him, and that I know that he will get better, but something in that day was bothering me..............
Every time I saw him strait into his eyes I saw the look of him saying good bye, but I didn't wanet to admit it, and then it came in my mind the same words my co worker told me about him dying, I tried to denyi it for all, I managed to give him tee, some soup, for so he would have something in his stomach known that he vomited everything he haded in him.......
In all of the day I counld't take those phrases from her out of my head, but still I haded my baby grasped on my arms like a little child verly born and helpless, I really haded the hope to see him well in the next day, I really did my friends, in those moments wille I haded him in my arms he was sightly winning in a soft pain, but in the same time he was just sighting of relaxment, in witch I fealt that he didn't waned to leave, he wanned to stay there with me all of the day with me just to hold him until his time came, but I knew I counld't keep him with me all of the rest of the day there with me on the swing, it was really cold and I didn't wanned him to get more sick............
But then I later discobered that his gums, ears and even his stomach started to become pale to white............
I really got scare, but then it struct me on my mind, the same thing happened to my Bowser Jr. in the beagginings of this year, whe she became pale white and the next day she died...........
I still waned to fight to save him, I was eager to save him no matter what, suddenly in one momment I started to see him much better than early of that day, he was giving me a singh that he was getting well, but his color wasn't coming back, I sayd "s it really just a flu?????"
In that night I took him back into his dog house and leave him there to rest, mostly every hour I would go and see how he was, every time I whent he will always respond well, my mom told me to give him medissine for one last time but I told her that I will give it to him later, but inside of me told me there was no use to give it to him.........
All night long I keep on saying to my self that when I wake up I will go and see him again to see how he is and then I'll go to work and come to keep on taking care of him.....
But then today came on, and before I took my little sister to her school at 7:30 am, I whent to check on both of my babies, "Chava" the youngest of all three of them was all weird acting at the same time happy to see him, I didn't saw "Simba" the one that was sick, so I managed to go and see in the dog house when suddenly I saw him..............Laying there dead with his small sweather on that I did for him 2 days ago...............
I knew he wasing to die I knew he was, but I didn't wanned to assept it my friends I didn't, my baby is dead, he is dead..............




Right now I fell alittle bit better from my lost, I know life go on and that I have to see in the wright side that I still have my other two babies, but still each one of them is always a special baby to me, in the morning after I saw him dead my mom and I decided to bury him with his sweather on for I made it for him and no one can ever have something from someone who died, I just fell depress and emotional right now my friends, for me it was really hard to bury him, I never haded the image to bury him in the near future..........
But thats life, and shall I ask, is it really bad for one to get used to a pet and fell love for them as it were your own kids.........
If it so...........I don't care for all in my life, the only thing is that I love him so much, and I will never forget that little gnomw of mine, only thing I do say that my baby Chava is really lonely now and has lost his partner of life............I just don't know what to do for him in this moments..............

Well my friends heres a memorial to my baby SIMBA 12/25/2000 - 12/12/2007........
He was my little kid, will miss him for life now and on............

Well take care my friends and see you around.............